have discovered two new adjectives to describe myself..unresourceful and unprofessional. (i don't care if those words do not exist in the english dictionary, they do for me...now.)

discovered that i make a lousy fashion journo...hopeless at covering entertainment as well...

have discovered that a job is only meant to pay for your living. not meant to enjoy. to do things you enjoy or are passionate about, there are avenues outside your workplace.

discovered i am too different to fit in anywhere...too different to help.

that's far too many things to have dicovered for today. feeling low..maybe depressed...