well what do you know...you recover from a viral..think that the rest of the days will have something good to offer you...but just when you think you are happy...and are going in the direction that you have decided upon...the bad news begins to flow in...

the first of my rejections came in today...it's funny how one rationalises failure...but i am beginning to learn all about it all over again...

well..what the heck...it's all just a @#$$ phase!! someone just make me travel in time so that i can cope with it....