So...how difficult can life be at 19? difficult enough to tip over and say " I Quit!"
how difficult is it to be convinced that you are loved, wanted? not any more difficult than convincing you that you are loved, wanted...and an inseperable part of our life?
it's just a fraction of a second isn't it? just a microsecond away from not crossing over to the other side...just that moment...coz once that moment has gone away...you just look back..and am sure you would never feel the same...
and the insurmountable amount of pain you leave behind...
she was just 19...not meant to go away like that....no one is..
posted by Vibha @ 8:39 PM
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hey vibha, found your blog through sowmya's. it's so hard to understand why someone might want to extinguish their lives like that; what was it that pushed them so far? were they haunted by regret for those final seconds? morbid, i know, but i guess it's something i'll just never understand. i like to think it's not someone who cared too little about themselves, but rather someone who cared too much and didn't want to bear the pain. i know it often seems selfish, but i guess if you're suffering enough to want to end your life, you're not really going to think about other people...
anyway. see you sometime this week? :)
- aurina
know why becos there are lot of arse holes on either side, cause and effected, and then when there is so much around you, you invariably get self sentered, self obsessive that when you either do well rise high or not do well and surge down, it's difficult to decode as difficult as decoding elasticity of plastic existence, just look around and there is enough, no dearth at all
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